See Double You

not having a good day today… eminent full moon?

…depression has returned, feelings of the world against me, on the road to failure…

…should I see a doctor? But i’m a Buddhist, I should be able to tame the monkey myself, without a “professional” and their magic bag of synthetic band-aids for the mind…

…the list doesn’t get any smaller, the peace and relief doesn’t last long…I know this is what life is all about…

…no help, afraid to ask, but when I do, it doesn’t seem to sink in…why bother…

…I want to do more, I look for opportunities, try to create my own…there has to be something…

…remain hopeful, try to smile, remain strong, yet scattered…