hide and seek

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The battle rages on between the yin and yang of the self…

The dark side longs for something more, with a restlessness and longing to do more in this life, because the current life-state and situation is insufficient.  Its awakened nature sees the overwhelming suffering all around, and its perception is that it should be able to do more to help, but it also believes it cannot where we are today.  There’s a painful desire to escape from the toxic pollution that is this overwhelming misery and negativity, away from what seems to be the uphill battle to remain positive and happy in life.

The light side chimes in, reminding it that where we’re at in this very moment is the absolute perfect time to do exactly what we want with our life.  Every individual and situation we encounter, lost in a blinded and self-inflicted nightmare of victimization and tribulations, simply needs to be awakened from their ignorance.  The ideal path is the one we’re on now, not the path we envision and perceive to having the greener grass.  The only challenge is how to inspire this awakening to simply paying attention.

Teachers remind us to be the change we want to see in others, to find the joy in each moment, to be here and now, non-attached to dreams and delusions that have no concrete existence in the present.  Simple in concept, but also simply the most difficult in practice, especially since western culture and human nature makes it so easy to lapse into the groove so many find themselves stuck within.  The challenge remains, and it is that to which I dedicate my self.

deep breath

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watch out!

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Why are you so afraid?

What is there that is so terrible that makes you cower so?  Are you absolutely sure beyond a doubt that its not all in your head?  Never underestimate the intoxicating power of delusion.

You do realize that chances are its more afraid of you than you are of it.  That’s why it has you so easily convinced.

Is your attachment so great that the best you can do is to spend your life in fear and negativity, hoping that will help to hold on?  Is that why you complain more than compliment?  Why you reduce instead of reinforce?  Do you need that much attention that you believe acting that way will attract that which you seek?  Why must you hide inside the box instead of stepping outside and exploring the world around you?

Can you be completely honest with yourself and admit that living that way all the time makes you feel better?  Really?

Dylan Thomas said “rage, rage against the dying of the light”…

If you need me, I’ll be over here, embracing it face-to-face with both hands.  I’m not afraid and I’ve got too much to live for.  I can’t waste my entire life afraid of the unknown and seeking a reason to be miserable.  I’d prefer to focus on where I’m at right now in the moment and keep pressing forward in a positive light enjoying the adventure of it all.

Now don’t get me wrong, I’m not careless, nor have I forgotten to remain mindful of my responsibilities, which means yes, I am going to be a bit more conservative when it comes to decisions that impact the bigger picture.  I do however recognize petty worry when I see it and none of it is worth even a consideration.  My apologies ahead of time then if I tune out when I see that coming…

Don’t be afraid, I’m right here and everything’s going to be alright… reach out… here I am… grab it with both hands and pull it close..its yours…

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Feelin’ the Hate…a PSA from Me to You

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Ah the election…  Nothing unites a democratic country more than standing behind an individual or group of individuals to support them in their quest to become one of our nation’s leaders.  Whether it be at the local, state, or federal level, you can tell when election day is coming up when we see people’s front yards littered with blue or red campaign signs, and the media is stuffed chock full of blather related to the strengths and weaknesses of those on this quest.

This time around, I find myself much more aware of a significant problem with this entire process that I find counter-productive to what some would call an idealistic expectation of our future.  While these candidates throw themselves into the public spotlight, “unzipping their fly” for all to see, and we the people stand behind them, an overwhelmingly obvious wave of anger, hatred and ignorance passes from one citizen to the next as daggers of accusation and slander are thrown from both sides of battlefield.  From YouTube to local newspaper editorials, truth and more often rumors flood the public forums as we try to sway the decisions of our fellow voters.

I have already found myself caught up in this a few times, and each time I have had to remind myself that it is not healthy to speak negatively of anyone.  Though it is important to identify the strengths and weaknesses of those who we choose to be our leaders, it is also important to remember that every human on this planet makes mistakes.  Instead of generating negative emotions about these mistakes, we instead should be objectively taking them into account and making rational, intelligent decisions based on *facts* that take into account their strengths and weaknesses.  All too often we find ourselves easily becoming “sheep” to an idea or concept that poisons our mind, has a severe impact on our ability to make a conscious decision, and only makes us ignorant to the truth.  Too many people on this planet have become lazy in front of their televisions, computers, and even in their traditional ways that they refuse to use their own mind to make an independent decision.  At what point do you say to yourself, “what is honestly and truly the right way?”

Unfortunately, due to an overwhelming amount of negativity, hatred and ignorance in our world today brought on by bigotry, war, religion, as well as violence whenever we turn on the computer or television, most of us have turned off our ability to seek out this core belief in what is truly right, and have instead learned to feed and depend on these thoughts and emotions.  Prove me wrong, but show me one evening of television, starting with your local evening news, where hate, violence, and death aren’t what keep the ratings going strong.  If its not hate, violence and death, its usually slander and gossip, just ask Paris or Britney.  Ok, there’s American Idol and its relatives…and there is a glimmer of happiness there as people go on the search to fulfill their dreams, but other than that, all that I’ve seen is pain.  This my friends is why I’ve simply learned to turn it off.

So as election day  draws closer and closer, remind yourself that the gray stuff floating around under your hair-do is capable of much more than you ask it to.  Pull yourself away from the ignorant chatter, stop being lazy, and challenge yourself to become learned about something beyond how to program your remote control.  Do everything you can to make your best intelligent effort to create the world we’d all like to wake up one day to live in.  Its most definately not the easiest thing to do, but if each of us were to work a little harder at it, it could certainly be the most rewarding.

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